Friday, September 15, 2006
I learned something new about myself today. It can't be stopped by anyone since it is natural human reaction.
I, Danilo Villafuerte Alcoseba, am becoming the jealous type.
I do not know when or where is started (or maybe I do), but slowly, something about the things happening are starting to irk me quite a little bit.
It's very hard to see you dancing with some guy. Okay, okay, okay. I know that there's nothing to fear, and that I trust you with my whole heart, but that doesn't stop me from wondering about that dance. I'm sure you have fun with him. I'm sure it's a great great time for CERSA and what-not. And I'm proud of you. SO MUCH. It's just that this whole thing is new for me, and I'm just not used to seeing you dancing with some guy. I just need time to put things in the right perspective.
In other things, I just realized that I can't do anything special. I can't swim well, heck I can't even swim at all. I can't row. I can't dance. I can't sing. I can't get top honors in class. I can't dress well. I can't balance everything.
But you.
You make me feel as if I have a talent. And sometimes I feel as if I'm holding you back from the things you can experience. You have tons of talent. You can be anything you want to be. And me? I'm just the run-of-the-mill guy who happened to fall in love with a princess. I'm mediocre. I'm weak. I'm nothing you would look for. I'm ordinary.
Sometimes I really doubt whether I'm still that same guy you fell in love with 1 and a half years ago.
Sorry.. drama lang. EMO amputa.
loved // Deens // 8:22:00 PM
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