Saturday, September 16, 2006
For months now I've been learning to deal with change. I have come to realize truly that it indeed is inevitable. What matters is how you roll with it. How you roll with it depends on you. You could whine and lock yourself up in a room. You could go out and have a drink until you get all whoozy. You could play basketball and score a hundred points in a span of a billion hours. You could drive all around the world until you get sick of seeing the Taj Mahal for the gazillionth time. You could do everything this world can offer, but in the end, it still wouldn't be enough to calm yourself down. The fact of the matter is, change is there no matter how you deal with it. It will always come, it won't care if you're ready or not, it just will come. Sometimes people deal with it very well as if they expected it to arrive at any second. Others don't. They simply cringe at the thought of change coming.
I am currently trying to categorize myself. I don't know if I need change in my life but I still am trying to find myself again. I am at a loss.
Don't worry, I'm alright. I just think too much sometimes. And my temper gets the best of me. I am the best and worst ass you've ever seen.
You'll understand if you know me very well. If you don't, well it's not a loss, nor is it a gain.
Off to try to make sense of things now.
loved // Deens // 12:27:00 PM
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