Thursday, July 20, 2006
It's weird but I need a break.
I'm doing nothing, but I need my friends. It's hard not being able to talk to them anymore. Sure, my classmates are there, but there's still a void only MK can fill.
Saturday parties aren't enough. I want a week off from school to be with you guys every single day.
If only it was possible, and if only I was that crazy.
Sometimes I can't help but think if life really was made to be this way.
Why do we all study our lives away?
I don't believe anything I'm doing right now matters. I don't believe my actions right now will affect the person I will become. I believe the future is completely different from the present.
And as I write this blog as a convenient break from analyzing this freakishly simple-but-terrible short story for my Heights interview, I wonder how in the world am I going to last on this earth.
It's scary, really.
loved // Deens // 4:01:00 AM
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