Friday, June 09, 2006
Okay. I've been erasing meaningless attempts at writing a deep and philosophical entry for the past hour so I'll just continue my Holden Caulfield style. Bear with me. The magic isn't there yet.
The more school is nearing the more I'm getting excited. This is a new thing for me, to get pumped up at getting to that first class, or meeting that new teacher who could turn out into a terror everyone would hate, or the one who practically saved the class from another killer subject by giving straight A's to everyone. This is the start of something good. Let's just hope I feel the pressure of being a college student and worry more about my studies. Sometimes I'll probably pick playing Dota over studying for some quiz but overall, I should be burning my eyelids off to get that elusive Dean's List. I don't have to get there, but I want to. MORE THAN EVER. It isn't comforting to see your blockmate get into the Dean's List when you know you could have done so much more to reach where she is. That could be my light of inspiration. I probably need a diligent blockmate who seems to know everything. That way, I would be forced to study because I'd want to know what she knows. Mm.. Sounds like a good plan.
But it never works out that way.
Hay. I love life. There's nothing to it but to do it.
loved // Deens // 10:24:00 PM
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