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Monday, June 12, 2006

I live in a world where I feel no harm every single day. I can say that I am well protected, and fed very well by people who love me. There's nothing more I can ask for. Some could say that I have a perfect life, one that doesn't have problems at all. But today I was pretty juggled.

Am I at peace, one of our core members asked rhetorically. That meant a million things, and could have been answered by a million answers. I expected my brain to answer a big "yes", but strangely, it didn't. I felt the pain she shared when she talked about her personal problems, and even though we didn't really see eye to eye on a lot of things, I empathized with her for that moment. I wanted to cry, but as the unemotional guy that I am, the tears didn't come out. I wanted to make her feel wanted. But, I just sat there, with my hands on my forehead, devoid of any emotions. I wasn't at peace with running, I realized that then and there. But I knew I had to. And that was all that mattered I guess. It is up to this group to rescue the fallen ashes of this once great organization. It won't be an easy task, but with God anything is possible.

I just realized that this is the first time I ever mentioned God in this site. Welcome, God.:)