Friday, June 02, 2006
I'm not sad. I'm not depressed. I don't have emotional outbursts anymore. There's nothing for me to vent about and this is why my writing is suffering. I can't seem to write well about happy experiences in my life. I tend to dwell on the dreary and gloomy times, where the emotions are so real and intense that one cannot even begin to describe the feeling. I focus on angst, and build on it to make a cohesive and controversial entry. Sadly, that hasn't happened the past few weeks. I miss writing. I miss having my own sick, sad, twisted world where I rule and what I say is law. I miss listening to emo songs and finding lyrics to best describe my situation. I want to find the chaos back in my life. I believe it gives me direction and heightens my zest for life.
Until then there's nothing more to do that post useless and senseless blubbers. Oh well.
loved // Deens // 2:54:00 AM
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