Friday, June 16, 2006
Do you ever get that feeling of depression even though nothing's wrong? I get that some days. I tend to just sit down, or stare at the ceiling and think about it. I just feel that there's something lacking in my life. I used to be full of vigor and passion, but lately it seems that the fire has run out. Did I exhaust it too much? Am I suffering from a severe case of burnout? I used to think people who were doing worthy causes never ran out of reasons to serve. I guess I was wrong, heck I'm living proof. I want a break from doing "good things" in my life. I want to let loose and not have a care in the world again. I'm running out of reasons to be active. Help me, especially that I'm not really in a position to quit anymore. I'll just have to gut it out, and see what happens.
How does it feel to be everything I need?
We need to help each other this year. You're so full of fire, and mine is burning out. Mind sharing some with me? I want to fall in love with my organization, like you have. I just don't feel it right now. It's a good thing you're with me though, I don't think I can take this alone. I love you. I really do. These are the most sincere words I've ever said. I mean it. I don't understand how we seem to have little misunderstandings but end up holding hands. We're not normal, it's absurd. But I love that. I'd hate to be normal with you. This isn't common. What we have is enough to last a lifetime, even more than one lifetime. And if I live another life, I would still meet you again. It isn't fate, nor is it destiny. It's pure faith, in our love, and our connection. When I hug you, no one could fit in my arms better than you. I know it's you.
How does it feel? :)
loved // Deens // 12:16:00 AM
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