Monday, November 07, 2005
What just transpired over the past few hours just reminded me how much I love spontaneity.
I was in Ateneo at around 1230 in the afternoon with my girlfriend Jiza when my friend Cat texted asking where we were. So I replied, saying that I was leaving in a while to go off to play. But what happened was clearly a product of God's hands and heart.
I met up with her and we headed over to the Covered Courts to get her report card. We found out that it was moved to the Social Sciences building so off we went. What was supposed to be a routine pick-up of her card turned out to be a 172 peso taxi ride to and fro Valle Verde 1 because she didn't return 3 books which were about a month overdue.
This simple event made me realize how beautiful it is to be alive. And the act of accompanying and helping someone just made all the difference. I look forward to more moments. I wait for those moments. I live to do those things. Cat, isa pang ganun.:):)
We are all here for reasons we cannot comprehend. We are all given opportunities to recognize our different purposes on earth. Little by little, I am beginning to see what I am here for. I just need a little more time to fully grasp my purpose on earth.
God is working. God gives me that adrenaline rush. God gives me everything I need and then some. God keeps me in love and keeps me from rushing. I love everything. I love life.
And I'm still so much in love with you.
I know it's been quite a while since I wrote about you, so I will right now. You've been my girlfriend for 2 months, and they've been nothing short of perfect. You know everything about me. You know when I'm mad even if I don't show it. You know the right things to say and do every single time. And you just leave my jaw dropping when you look at me. No one's ever has this effect on me and I'm glad it's you. I'm ecstatic it's you. I couldn't be luckier.
GIRLFRIEND? That word is still new to me. I can't believe I can call you that. This whole thing has been an amazing chick flick comedy filled with boisterous laughter and deep, dark moments. Our story has been nothing short of (insert word here). It's been so special that my vocabulary is lost for words at the kind of relationship we have. I don't even know what to say anymore.
Maybe I'll end it with something only you and I can understand.
Jize, Jize.. :):)
I'm alive. That's all there is to it.
loved // Deens // 8:10:00 PM
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