Tuesday, September 26, 2006
The thought of tomorrow coming brings mixed feelings of relief and anxiety. For one, it will all be over. Filipino will no longer mean long verses of the Pasyon, and the Noli Me Tangere. It will mean new things and new chapters in my education in Filipino.
Yehey.
Yahoo.
Lotsssss of emotion.
loved // Deens //
Monday, September 25, 2006
Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there, with open arms and open eyes.
YEAH.
loved // Deens //
Thursday, September 21, 2006
I am weak.
I am that one hit wonder, ever emanating one single tune. I am that lazily thrown basketball, resulting in an embarassing airball. I am that stumble while running up the steps. I am that beat down car which basically runs on pure faith. I am that smiley which keeps curling his lips up and down (:-S) I am that unsharpened pencil, that overused eraser, that blunt sword, that rusty gate. I am all that.
Plus I'm a hothead.
God sometimes I wish I could strangle myself.
loved // Deens //
Sunday, September 17, 2006
I want to laugh like it's all a dream and in a minute, I'll wake up.
*after a minute*
Fuck. It's real.
loved // Deens //
Saturday, September 16, 2006
| The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy |
 In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh. You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum. Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho |
loved // Deens //
For months now I've been learning to deal with change. I have come to realize truly that it indeed is inevitable. What matters is how you roll with it. How you roll with it depends on you. You could whine and lock yourself up in a room. You could go out and have a drink until you get all whoozy. You could play basketball and score a hundred points in a span of a billion hours. You could drive all around the world until you get sick of seeing the Taj Mahal for the gazillionth time. You could do everything this world can offer, but in the end, it still wouldn't be enough to calm yourself down. The fact of the matter is, change is there no matter how you deal with it. It will always come, it won't care if you're ready or not, it just will come. Sometimes people deal with it very well as if they expected it to arrive at any second. Others don't. They simply cringe at the thought of change coming.
I am currently trying to categorize myself. I don't know if I need change in my life but I still am trying to find myself again. I am at a loss.
Don't worry, I'm alright. I just think too much sometimes. And my temper gets the best of me. I am the best and worst ass you've ever seen.
You'll understand if you know me very well. If you don't, well it's not a loss, nor is it a gain.
Off to try to make sense of things now.
loved // Deens //
Friday, September 15, 2006
I learned something new about myself today. It can't be stopped by anyone since it is natural human reaction.
I, Danilo Villafuerte Alcoseba, am becoming the jealous type.
I do not know when or where is started (or maybe I do), but slowly, something about the things happening are starting to irk me quite a little bit.
It's very hard to see you dancing with some guy. Okay, okay, okay. I know that there's nothing to fear, and that I trust you with my whole heart, but that doesn't stop me from wondering about that dance. I'm sure you have fun with him. I'm sure it's a great great time for CERSA and what-not. And I'm proud of you. SO MUCH. It's just that this whole thing is new for me, and I'm just not used to seeing you dancing with some guy. I just need time to put things in the right perspective.
In other things, I just realized that I can't do anything special. I can't swim well, heck I can't even swim at all. I can't row. I can't dance. I can't sing. I can't get top honors in class. I can't dress well. I can't balance everything.
But you.
You make me feel as if I have a talent. And sometimes I feel as if I'm holding you back from the things you can experience. You have tons of talent. You can be anything you want to be. And me? I'm just the run-of-the-mill guy who happened to fall in love with a princess. I'm mediocre. I'm weak. I'm nothing you would look for. I'm ordinary.
Sometimes I really doubt whether I'm still that same guy you fell in love with 1 and a half years ago.
Sorry.. drama lang. EMO amputa.
loved // Deens //
My QPI isn't looking so good.
loved // Deens //
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
1 year means it is truly promising.
I can't wait for more years to come.
X to the N years means we've rolled with life's punches, dealt with disappointments and we've still come out very very very well.
I love you. (at the risk of sounding cheesy)
Sorry late post. Pretty hectic week since Saturday happened.
loved // Deens //
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Due to the unfortunate incident that had just befallen on the College, I suddenly recall a certain phrase that came to my attention in the High School: Be a Transforming Difference.
I never really met him `til this one time in the Fair of 05. The Accounting Committee of the fair was having problems because there wasn't enough change to dole out to the entrance booth of the fair. In the midst of our grumblings, Nikki quietly strolled in and offered to drive. I obliged to join him. And of we went.
He didn't know me very well, but I saw the fire in him to serve. I saw the passion that he didn't need to speak about for me to feel. I saw the burning desire to do something, anything to help people. He had a natural tendency to reach out, and for me, that was so amazing.
Maybe that's the reason why God has called him, for bigger and brighter things up there in heaven.
Rest in Peace Nikki. We will always strive for that Trans Diff you spoke of.
loved // Deens //