Friday, March 10, 2006
The worst feeling in the world has got to be helplessness. All you can do is be a spectator as if in a movie. You cannot do anything to save the characters from their impending doom, all you are there to do is witness the event unfold.
I've always wanted to save someone. I've always dreamed of getting that midnight phone call asking me to help. I've replayed the scene over and over and over in my dreams. I would wake up, listen to her crying voice on my cellphone, tell her we could talk on the landline, and proceed to talk for hours as she blurts out all her frustrations, problems, everything. That, fortunately, has happened to me, but lately I've been wishing for some more people to make me their crying shoulders. Not that we're close or anything, I'm just hoping to make this person's world a little less burdensome.
Sometimes all you need is one.
loved // Deens // 4:54:00 AM
The worst feeling in the world has got to be helplessness. All you can do is be a spectator as if in a movie. You cannot do anything to save the characters from their impending doom, all you are there to do is witness the event unfold.
I've always wanted to save someone. I've always dreamed of getting that midnight phone call asking me to help. I've replayed the scene over and over and over in my dreams. I would wake up, listen to her crying voice on my cellphone, tell her we could talk on the landline, and proceed to talk for hours as she blurts out all her frustrations, problems, everything. That, fortunately, has happened to me, but lately I've been wishing for some more people to make me their crying shoulders. Not that we're close or anything, I'm just hoping to make this person's world a little less burdensome.
Sometimes all you need is one.
loved // Deens // 4:39:00 AM
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